Another thing...

Apr 4, 2009 at 11:14 PM
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I miss my friends.

I miss you, LA Lovelies. And I feel disconnected.

I miss the peaceful ease and comfort that comes with the certainty of seeing all of you. Whether it's over breakfast, telly, or cocktails, I miss these times.

I realize that this is a result of my decision to move away, and the inherent ebb and flow of friendship is so magnified by my choice.

It's hard to be away from you right now.

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I know how you feel and, ultimately, feeling disconnected and impatiently wondering when I would stop feeling so alone did play a big part in my decision to move back to Virginia. I still love L.A. and I wish I'd been able to figure out a way to make it really work. I'm not giving up on the wish to live there but with the need for a job and the need for my friends, I decided VA was the place to be while I try and figure out what the next phase will be.

And you are never far from my thoughts.

Babe, I miss you, too.

So much sometimes that it's hard to draw a breath. People ask me about you with the same concern in their voice as though they were asking about an ex-boyfriend that broke my heart. My heart is often still broken, but the love I have for you surpasses my selfishness. Sometimes.

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